11:16 PM. Friday, January 22, 2010
I SHUD BE CRYING RITE NOW WHILE TYPING DIZ POST..
BUT I CNT HELP IT..
MY TEARS JUZ RUN DOWN N WETTED MY DRY CHEECKS...
AT TIMES,I JUZ FELT LIKE LEAVING HIM..
COZ I DONT WAN HIM 2 BE IN A STUCKUP SITUATION..
BUT,THEN WEN I DO DAT..
AM DA WAN WHO SUFFER..
MY DIGNITY,MY HEART,MY EVERITINK WAS GIVEN UP...
BUT,IF WERE TO TINK BACK..
BY LEAVING HIM,IS DA BEST WAE FOR MIE 2 NOT HURT,FIR HIM 2 B HAPPI WIF HIS X...
I DONT NOE..ALL I CARE IS,I WAN HIM 2 BE HAPPI..
I'LL DO ANITINK 2 MAKE HIM HAPPI,EVEN IF LEAVING HIM IS DA LAST RESOLT.
SOMETIMES LOVE NIDS SACRIFACES..
N I'LL DO IT,EVEN IF AM NOT WILLING.
DATS ALL FOR 2DAE..I DONT WANNA CRY NO MORE..