LILLADY

2010-02-14T16:29:00.000-08:00

gd murning 2 all...

cuurrentli am stuck wif da song TAKKAN PISAH by dA kangen band n eren..

SO IN LOVE WIF DAT SONG..

DONT NOE Y..

maybe dat song reali haf a meaning 2 mie...

n 2dae seems 2 b a veri fun dae..

where alil,tikok,fafaz n my SUPERMAN..

SUPERMAN DA EVERIDAE..

but for da 3 of them,,they shlip over my crib..

n we get 2 do some night activiti 2gether...swit!!!love it sia...

n now,all of them are lying down..

tikok,lying down while playing iphone..fafaz(knock out)

alil trying 2 get some shlip...

while my SUPERMAN,he is drawing pluz singing..

n here i am updating my lame boring blog...

but 2 bad...

2dae they r going home...=[

back 2 square 1...am alone again...

haix...n yah,am going 2 werk wif them..

cant wait..
nid money sia!!
cant depend on my SUPERMAN alwaes ...
so yah...klah..
dats all for da post 2dae..
running out of words lah..
chiows!!

2010-02-14T11:34:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz..

sowie for da long tyme unactive...

current bz jugak..

bz wif laki jek..

hahax..

no longer schooling..

now wanna werk lah...

anw,2 all chinese out there..

HAPIE LUNAR NEW YEAR..

now..am totali hapie..

worth all da hurts,the tears,the pain...

now its all paid off..

now all his feeling olreadi..all of his feeling..

all diz while i tot dat he still love his x more..

but no longer..

had a fight wif him da other dae..n he told mie all everitink..

i love him sia!!!

more than anitink ouhk!

his my heart!!

gtg,,his here now!!chiows bebeh!!!!

2010-02-01T02:41:00.000-08:00

all my dreams if u,is all destroyed!!!!!!!

i hate it!

after all i gave it up 2 u..

sad..but wat 2 do..

lets see here da destiny leads us.

kalo ader jodo,alhamdulilah..

if not,jodo pertemuan di tgn tuhan.

tawakal jelah...

2010-02-01T02:36:00.000-08:00

am so sad...so sad!!

i cant sae much now....

ibrahim,,am willingly 2 let u go if dats for ur hapiiness..

dun tink of mie...let mie b alone...

let mie suffer it alone..

no point of u here wif mie..

if ur heart is not totali wif mie...

ur hurting mie like diz..n i dont wan it 2 continue...

all ur words dat u used 2 told mie,2 txt mie is all bullshit..

next tyme,dont sae it,if u cant mean it..

y muz diz happen wen my love haf devoted for u..

da lah...

if we broke up,dats it..

i dont wan 2 b in relationship animore!

am 2 tired...

ibrahim..thk u for being wif mie all diz while..

enduring my attitude...

thk u for showing mie ur love which i cant get it all..

am hapie if ur hapie..

n eventhogh its hard for mie 2 let u go,i'll try my very best..

coz dats for ur hapines...

no shedding of tears

2010-01-30T02:56:00.000-08:00

plz dont make tears come in diz eyes again...

coz am tired...

all diz while,it was mie shedding a million tears..

but not you...

u make mie cry,but not mie make u cry..

coz ur love for mie as not da same as my love for u...

n,i still remember,how disapointed i am wif u..

2010-01-28T01:51:00.000-08:00

i nvr cry in front or a guy like diz before...

till its in front of aim..

i juz control it jus now...

it reali wasnt my fault diz tyme...

i wanted 2 tok 2 explain tings out...

but wif his reaction like dat,u aspect mie 2 tok??!!
he was so mad..n he expect mie 2 pull him 1 side n tok???
u ting i dare..
n wen i sae he is selfish..he cant accept it..
but U R!!u dont tink of mie..am da wan who is in da middle!
AMY TXT MIE!N HE IS SEARCHING FOR YOU!SO I REPLI!
U TINK IF NOT ABT U AM GONNA REPLI!!!!
WAT R U TAKING MIE AS??
U TINK AM A GAL WHO LIKE 2 FLIRT!!!
COMEON LAH...
i did told AMY,txt ur hp..
bukannyer org tk ckp per...
da berkali org kate tkmu TERJUN BOTOL!!!
dont alwaes tink u r alwaes rite..!!we r HUMANS!WE DID MISTAKE!
LEARN FROM IT!
i did learn from my mistake...
n i dont wan it 2 repeat
so i told AMY himself,ur bathing,txt ur hp!!!!
n he epli mie saying,k after aim finish bathing ask him 2 txt amy...
Then org kate lah k..
2jek...AM NOT LIKE TRYING 2 ENTERTAIN OTHER GUYS!GET IT!
but u tink mie like dat...
n i was so DISAPOINTED..N DIZ TYME I CANT HELP MYSELF,N I BROKE DOWN TERRIBLY IN FRONT OF YOU!!
n besides daat,i was angry wen u kip on asking mie duin tings dat i dont wan!
U HATE BEING ORDER,BEH,U TINK BACK,HOW DA WAE U ASK MIE 2 WASH MY FACE,2 WIPE MY FACE,2 LOOK AT DA MIRROR!!!!
I WAS TOTALI DOWN N INSTEAD OF CHEERING MIE UP,U PUSH MIE FURTHER DOWN SOMEMORE...
AM SOWIE IF I DIDNT LOOK AT UR FACE AND ACCEPT UR APOLOGY SINCERELY..
AM 2 SAD,AM 2 ANGRY!
TILL HERE!

at last

2010-01-27T16:56:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz..

here some short post..

i was shocked wen he treated mie jus da wae i want it 2 b..

nk kate dier bace my blog,nope!my lappy was not wif him..

all i wanna sae is,he seems 2 read my mind n noe my feelings..

love ya SUPERMAN!

2010-01-24T06:27:00.000-08:00

DIZ IS FOR IBRAHIM,
AND I HOPE U READ IT..
i juz cant confess it 2 u face2face..
dont noe y..

u noe wat,

i miz da tyme wen we'r juz in da r/s..

totali miz those tymes...

miz those huges..miz those kisses..

those swittalking...

those holding hands..

now...seldom we did it...
cn we be like da wae we used 2 be?

n wen i saw some ppls blog..

let mie b frank,i do feEL JEALOUS!!!

FCUKING JEALOUS...

I MIZ THOSE TYME..

GIF MIE BACK MY IBRAHIM!
I WANNA US 2 B LIKE DA WAE WE USE 2...
CAN WE?

2010-01-24T06:11:00.000-08:00

ppl might look us smiling..

might look swit..

but they dont noe,

theres alwaes a frown behind everi smile....

our bitterness..

sumtimes,,it reali hurts mie...

but i juz kip it 2 myself..

n for him,,

hope u noe watcha duin...

n for mie..i play wif fire,n now,am burn thoroughly..

i juz cnt sae it 2 him...

i cnt put it into a sentences...

haix..

2010-01-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

tink abt mie!!!!

spare mie a tot!!!!!

dont alwaes tink tings in ur own tinking...

wat abt mie...

how would feel if u'r in my shoe!!!!!!

i jus dont noe wat sae animore..

am losing of words!!!!

n now,starting from now,am gonna kip myself quite!!!!

i tink its da best..nobody will noe mie..

my feeling...

my sorrows...

my hapiness...

coz dats wat u want rite...

i'll kip my mouth shut definiteli!

am 2 piss 2 type animore...

dats all for 2dae..

A FROWN BEHIND EVERI SMILE

2010-01-22T23:16:00.000-08:00

I SHUD BE CRYING RITE NOW WHILE TYPING DIZ POST..

BUT I CNT HELP IT..

MY TEARS JUZ RUN DOWN N WETTED MY DRY CHEECKS...

AT TIMES,I JUZ FELT LIKE LEAVING HIM..

COZ I DONT WAN HIM 2 BE IN A STUCKUP SITUATION..

BUT,THEN WEN I DO DAT..

AM DA WAN WHO SUFFER..

MY DIGNITY,MY HEART,MY EVERITINK WAS GIVEN UP...

BUT,IF WERE TO TINK BACK..

BY LEAVING HIM,IS DA BEST WAE FOR MIE 2 NOT HURT,FIR HIM 2 B HAPPI WIF HIS X...

I DONT NOE..ALL I CARE IS,I WAN HIM 2 BE HAPPI..

I'LL DO ANITINK 2 MAKE HIM HAPPI,EVEN IF LEAVING HIM IS DA LAST RESOLT.

SOMETIMES LOVE NIDS SACRIFACES..

N I'LL DO IT,EVEN IF AM NOT WILLING.

DATS ALL FOR 2DAE..I DONT WANNA CRY NO MORE..

2010-01-21T03:51:00.000-08:00

heylow there peepz...

kinda off bored now..so i would like 2 upload some pichas

dat i haf taken wif huby yesterdae nite..n da pass daes..

so here it is..

2010-01-16T22:51:00.000-08:00

HEYLOW peepz...

it been awhie since i last update my blog..

so now here i am updating it..

1stly,now am staying my bro..as my hse is under renovation..

so da tkeh selalu ngan ICHIGO...

but still cn mit him lah..cume da tk 24/7 ngan dier...

2ndly,yesterdae,after went out wif bro..

wen 2 mit ICHIGO...

and whie waiting for ichigo 2 finish bathing...

i cam whore ah..ape agy..but da gbr is boring..c it ursef so here it is..

2010-01-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

2dae is like boring...

nvr went out...

all da wae at home...shlip,SUPERMAN is here 2...

n jhe olso shlip all da wae...hahahax...

i nid 2 kemas2 all da barang,as 2moorow,my hse renovation is abt 2 start...

n am so gonna miz my dear SUPERMAN...

cant mit him,cant shlip over...cant hang out...cant eat 2gether...cant karaoke 2gether...

everitink is cant ouhk...

i haf 2 bear diz for like 1 week pluz sae...

haix...

tkpelah....tahan jelah...ouhk lah peepz...

see ya again...

chiows!

CAMWHORE

2009-12-29T09:58:00.000-08:00

camwhoring at adek place.

while watching hindustan....

mie,adek n SUPERMAN...

muke masai gilernyer....

let da pic do da talk...

2009-12-29T09:50:00.000-08:00

webcamming...as i haf notink 2 do...

dis wat happens wen BOREDNESS STRIKE!

charming superman

2009-12-29T09:37:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

good murning....

tyme check now is 0130am..

n am yet 2 b a shlip...

y is dat so?mie,myself dont even noe...

i gues,superman is not ard kot..

dats y i felt so restless....

superman went 2 his fwens pit...

so 2dae am all alone...

usualli,at diz point of time...

superman,adek n mie is still hang out...

if not at da void deck,we hang out at ADEK'S place...

n 2dae pon,da whole dae tk mit adek...n i miz her oso...

tkpe2...2morow ade hari...

ouhk lah dats all for 2daes post...

2009-12-28T04:08:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz..

it been awhile since i last update my blog..

well,yesterdae wen 2 mkloong chalet..

superman was thr 2..but he didnt seems 2 not enjoy himself..

its my fault 2..

i noe his a type of person dat cant stand noises..

n alot of people..

but still i insist of him 2 come along...

but nvm lah..its over pon...

so yesterdae,we headed straight home..

n superman shlip over sekali,coz his 2 tired..hahax...

tinggal kt atas jek pon malas nk naek ehk...hahax..

its a good ting olso...murning at least ade org teman mie..

tk sowang2..

n now,waiting superman 2 come back home from werk..

as per normal lah..

dat my routine...

ouhklah....

dats all for 2dae's post..

chiows!

2009-12-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

c,,i alwaes kene bully ngan superman..

hahahax..

no lah...his not dat type..

i do love him aite....

dats all for da post..

2009-12-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

heylow peeps...

2dae ,i did went 2 sch,as its da last dae of sch...after which,its holidae...

after finished all lectures,headed straight home,mit my PAPA,superman..

we watched movie online,as we alwaes did...

juz now,we watched,HELLBOY2...

then now,after he came back from werk,,we gonna continue wif dat story...

while waiting for him,i currentli watching,JENNIFER'S BODY...

hahax..

klah...

done wif my post 2dae..

chiows!!

2009-12-08T03:58:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

2dae i never went 2 sch...

got some plan wif ADEK N SUPERMAN jus now murnin...

so yah...

n,now am currentli at ADEK hse from juz now murnin...

but now SUPERMAN is not ard...

he went 2 werk...n all i haf 2 do is 2 wait for him 2 come back...

dats all....

actuali,i juz woke up...

i felt so like wanna vomit juz now...

tc sei...then i juz rest...

so dats all for 2daes post...

chiows!

2009-12-07T04:11:00.000-08:00

suddenli,i feel dat am missing SUPERMAN....

here i am waiting for him 2 come back from werk..

tyme check now is:8.07

another 55 mins,he will be back from werk...

yahoo!!!

wanna watch ZOMBIELAND thru online later wif him....

yesterdae,we watched NINJA ASSASIN..

da show is like MARVELOUS!!!!!WOW!!!

good show...

klah...nk washup n go down wait for SUPERMAN..

CHIOWS!!!

2009-12-07T01:43:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

am back...

sowie for da late update...

well,yesterdae da whole dae wif SUPERMAN...

as per normal...

we sat under da void deck wif ADEK,HASIF,SHASHA...

Then we camwhore lah aper lagy...

so here it is..let them da da talking..

2009-12-03T03:45:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

am back again...yesterdae....

i went 2 vivocity wif ADEK,KAKNAD and YAN....

miss,my SUPERMAN didnt tag along as he is working....

haix...but wat ever it is,i still enjoy....wee....^.^

watch those firewerks....

n we took alot of pic ouhk...

but i still havent get da pics yet...

as all the pics was token using KAKNAD'S digital cam...

so,i cant share da pics now...

but more or less i haf some pics 2 share....

then kan,after taking alot of pics n buying some stuff,,

we headed 2 da harbourfront interchange kopishop...

mamam at there....

after dat,we headed straight home...

n superman take mie at da bustop....

after dat adek n da rest went home....

while mie n superman,we went 2 grab ASAP!

then 2 da SPC,kecian superman lapar....

so we buy some snack n drinks...hang out under da void deck jp...

then he antar mie till my doorstep...

but before he antar mie 2 da doorstep,,we sat at da staircase,n we took pics!!!

camwhore la kan...

hahax...

klah done wif da long post

so here are all the pics...

let da pics do da talk

dats da last pic of da nite,,,

chiows!

2009-11-30T17:11:00.001-08:00

hey peepz...

currentli am at superman hse's...

never go sch as bbygal never go sch oso...

n locker key is wif her...

n if i went 2 sch,i'll b alone for da whole dae..

n its fcuking bored aite...

so yah...

n currentli i was playing mafia wars at facebook...

am shlipy actuali...but.....

superman is jus beside mie,,but he is shlipping...

so no one 2 layan mie sei...*sad

boring...

superman plan 2 go 2 adek hse later....

after adek wake up...

n i cn bet da she will b up late...trust mie.....

hahax...

ouhklah...dats all for 2dae...

update a new post later....

chiows!

2009-11-30T06:51:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

long time no update...

sowie for dat....as i veri bz lah...

so,last fridae..its HARI RAYE HAJI,so mie n cuzzion all proceed 2 our MAK LONG hse...

then last sat,its KROMO PAWIRO 2ND BDAE....

we hafing da persembahan at bukit batok blk 174...

SUPERMAN was there 2 teman mie oso....

then i ask eiin for my hp..but yet 2 get.....

above pic was on da sat...after went home from persembahan..hang out jp under da void deck...

above pic was on da fridae....

at mak long hse....

so yah...dats all for now...

chiows!!!

2009-11-26T21:34:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

2dae i'd no mood 2 talk or type so much....

so here i am updating a simple post..

2dae is da worse hari raye korban ever,,,

am damn pissed off,wif everione surrounding mie...

espeaciali both of my parents!!!

they reali pissed mie...

b4,i get more pissed,,lets end here aite...

update later when i felt better...

chiows!

2009-11-25T02:24:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz..

am back..it been 3 daes straight i never go 2 sch..haix..

i dont noe y...felt so lazy 2 go 2 sch..haix...

well..juz now,i woke up at 10 as i was awake by SUPERMAN wake up call..

*conversion wif him

SUPERMAN:nana tk go sch?

MIE:tk

SUPERMAN:ouhk..nk aim go nana hse tk?

MIE:nk..dtg uh..

SUPERMAN:ouhk..aim go now k..

so,SUPERMAN came...n we play lappy all da wae....

after dat,at ard 3 pluz,he went back,as he nid 2 siap n off 2 werk.

so antar him sampai pt lift...

then patah aleq pt umh..n i continue shlipping..

hahahax....so now,i wanna bath...

then go 2 adek hse...later nid 2 teman adek go,BEDOK SOUTH....

after dat,wait for SUPERMAN 2 come back from werk...

as per normal...

i love him so much ouhk...

klah...chiows!

2009-11-24T02:07:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz..

am back...yesterdae....

superman shlip over at my place's...

dier tdo lambat sei...

play lappy jek all da wae...

tc lah nie superman...

supposeli,2dae he off...

then he ajak mie teman dier potong ambut..

abeh,cukup tyme dier kene gy werk....

ari thursdae aru dier off...

kecian my superman 1 nie...haix...

n,as per normal...at nite am going down...waiting for my superman 2 b back from

werk.

n now,i wanna shlip 1st ngantok sei...

chiows!!!

2009-11-23T04:11:00.000-08:00

damn it!!!!

my fwen wans his hp back!!!

so 2 da m&**%$ F@#%%^^&&*

gif mie back da hp!!!!!!

stop delaying lah...

its not mine n is not urs...

i dont tink u haf da right 2 used it again...

pluz mie n u r notink now...

get wat am trying 2 sae???

so gif it back for godnness sake!!!!

2009-11-23T03:57:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

2dae,i shlip over at adek hse again...wif superman ard...

then,konfident tau superman...yesterdae he told mie dat he will wake mie up...

cukup tyme..ngan2 dier sekali k.o..

hahax...

but then,now superman is not ard....he is werking...

he will b back at 9 pluz or 10 pluz...

later am gonna wait him,as per normal....

superman tkde boring sei....

haix....

klah...am gonna go up 2 adek's hse...

n lepak n karaoke there.

chiows.!

2009-11-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

am damn bored now....

they still playing cards....

haix....

continue

2009-11-22T07:44:00.000-08:00

tyme check:11.41 pm

yet 2 shlip....

still at adek's hse...

wif superman,hasif ard....

currentli,,watching adek,hasif,yan n superman playing cards....

am bored....coz i dont noe how 2 play da card....

so here i am updating my cute blogg....

klah...

dats all 2 update u guys

chiows!

2009-11-22T01:43:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

am back...

yesterdae,shlip over at ADEK'S hse....

wif superman too...

at ard 12 pluz....

we went back home....

washup n everitink....

then meet up again...

accompani mama 2 128 2 eat...

then proceed 2 supermarket...

bought some groceries...

then back 2 my place....

wif superman playing those tagged game,while waiting for mama 2 finish cooking....

after finish cooking...

superman eat...

then we headed back 2 ADEK'S places....

n currentli we are happily KARAOKE-ING....

hehex...

so now am gonna karaok-ing..

update later..

chiows!

2009-11-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

continue

after we got da chancce 2 see those goats...

is time 2 go back.....

while waiting for da bus 2 come n fetch us...

aper lagy....

kite camwhore uh....

mcm tk tau pulak....

(let da pics do da talking aite)

trip 2 goat farm

2009-11-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

before going 2 our destination

heylow peez...

sowie for da late update...

last fridae...

my class went for a trip 2 dairy goat farm...

{^^^look at those pics..}

dis e is da chance where we get 2 see

or get 2 noe more on how they produce da goat milk....

so far so good....fun lah jugak...

but then dier nyer bau....*squeezing my nose

isssh...tk leh ang....!!!!

bau...tc sei.....eergh.....

a date 2 remember

2009-11-21T03:37:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

heres da good news....

on da 191109.....

am wif my superman....

i never tot dat i cn b wif him...

at last am wif him...

amin....thanks god for fufilling my wish.....

am sayaang him ouhk....

he haf his good n his bad....

but wat melts my heart is,,he had a pure heart....

1st impression was,he look like a typical matrep....

but after noeing him,,,omg!!!!!

he is matrep which haf a hati yg mulia.....

love u superman....

chiows!

goat farm trip

2009-11-19T21:23:00.000-08:00

heylow peeps....

am back.....

back from sch.....

now at home,,wif SUPERMAN beside mie...

2dae,went 4 a trip 2 GOAT FARM.....

tc sei....

pics 2 b upload later...

chiows!!

y does dis feeling come

2009-11-18T04:04:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

2dae i went 2 sch ouhk....

n for all da practicals n theories i felt so shlipy ouhk....

aper yg tk shlipy....

i shlip at ard 3 am,,hang out wif superman....

erm....wat else 2 sae ehk?

erm,,i went for all lesson 2dae except for PROJECT MANAGEMENT...

dat lesson,is like so damn bored....tc sei...

then lmbt pulak 2..dat lesson end at 6...ppphhhf!!!!

tc sei....but then i went home at 4.30..hahax....

then,tyme nk aleq hujan pulak....

tepakse jln jek lah pt ujan...

bohpian mah...no umbrella....tc sei...

then da ampai umh,i put down my beg change 2 shlipper then i went down...

sit wif KAKAK TASHA n MAK ARIE...

lepak ngan dorang best....

happening btol...

hilang stress.....weeweee....

then at ard 6 pluz,i went back...

coz later mlm nk tron agy...wait for superman 2 come back from werk...

rindu dier sei...padahal aru braper jam tk umper...

but its ouhk,,mlm mitting him...

mcm lah dier tinggal jauh sgt...setakat tinggal tingkat 14 jek...

n i tinggal tingkat 7 jek....hehex....

anw tyme cant mit him....

juz kol,SUPERMAN....

n here he comes....

currentli at home duing notink...so i update my boring blog....

dont noe wat else 2 do...tc sei....

klah..gtg....mcm ngantok pulak mate nie...

sebelom mit superman,i wan 2 shlip 1st....

tata everione....

chiows!

sayaang superman

2009-11-17T08:19:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

am back ouhk....

jus now....

i never went 2 sch again...

i follow my mummy 2 da renovation compani 2 select da materials...

after dat...i straight awae proceed home....

then of shlipping went reached home...as i lack of shlip...

but then....

superman txt mie,n he said dat he is at home....

then da next minute he said dat he lazy 2 go werk,n he mis mie....*blush

then i told him,no nid 2 go werk lah 2dae...i mis u 2...*blushblush

then he asked mie 2 go down....

then i went down.....

n adek was there 2....

then dok2 at da void deck...

n at ard 7 pluz....

mie,superman,adek n hamzah went shengshiong bedok.....

teman n help adek carr some groceries.....

after dat,went 2 adek hse,letak barang2...

then lepak again.....

but 2dae i came back earlier..at ard 10.45 pm...

then currentli,txting superman n waiting for superman 2 come over...

n eat wif him....

got a kiss from him again...*blushblushblush

sayaang superman....

chiows!

YESTERDAE

2009-11-16T19:46:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

tyme check:11.38 am....

n,nana juz woke up....yesterdae slept at 7 am...

as da whole nite i spent talking ntalking wif AIM SUPERMAN....

saw da above pic???

dats him.....cute kan.....wow!!

so yesterdae....from 3am he layan mie all da wae,,sampai kol7 pluz am.....

mate dier ampai koyak.....kecian dier....

tc sei....

n gues wat....tyme nk aleq.....i got a kiss from him.....

he kissed my forehead...*melt ouhk...*

then da ampai umah.....he txt mie...

he said"na sowie kalo nana tk suke aim kiss nana....

but aim tk akan cium pipi....cume dahi jek....da habit lah....

aim kiss org yg aim syg kat dahi..even my x pon aim kiss kat dahi.."

so,his trying 2 tell mie,,he syg mie...!!!!huhuhu!!!!!

syg dier jugak lah sei.....

klah.....dats all 2 share.....

chiows!!!!

tyme check

2009-11-16T10:41:00.000-08:00

helow peepz...

tyme check:2.32 am..

n am yet 2 shlip....

as i jus came home....

hang out wif AIM,ADEK,HASIF N KAKNAD at da void deck....

n nowam waiting for aim 2 cook mie maggie....

wee.....mcm tau kn am hungry.....

hahax....

then 2morrow,aim teman mie go 2 poli...

get a mc...

as i dont wanna go 2 sch tomorow...

nk follow my mum 2 da renovation compani....

2 select all da items for my hse renovation.....

how cool is dat??*smiling

oppz... here dat soind*gerekgerek*

gosh...dats my tummy grumbling.....

hungry lah,,,SUPERMAN,r u done?am waiting for u 2 finish cooking...

hahax....

swit lah dis superman....my heart melts for his kindness.....

his cute smile....geez....

klah peepz....

here he comes....tyme 2 eat....

chiows!

2009-11-16T00:32:00.000-08:00

heylow ....

well....out of sudden....

when i browse thru all my pics....

i saw dis wan pic...

a pic dat suddenli,make mie felt so lonely...

n out of sudden....it remind mie of eiin....

i'm missed him....

which i tink i cant deny dat....

even thoug i had aim......

haix....maybe bcos,it been awhile since we last met...

wateva lah....am trying 2 b strong here.....

n am shure i had da courage....wif aim here...

but saw dat pic above?

i did smile....but theres alwaes frown behind everi smile...

trust mie...

klah...

gtg..

chiows!

yesterdae..151109

2009-11-16T00:00:00.000-08:00

heylow.....saw dis kid above??his mow my little BALAK....dae before da kuaran...

all dae wae he is wif mie...

kak here..kak there....nk itu...nk ini....budak kecik...

mie n ella....

mie n wak...

since am no longer ngan eiin...

no one nk pakai kan kain...

so i ask wak 2 help mie...

so he help mie..

n dats mie....

after wearing my long kain...

2kar aleq ngan eiin....

tc uh bilang dier...

last but not least....

mie n aim!!!!!!

alamak....gbr nie tk lawa pulak....

but wateva....

hahax.....baleq ngan dier smlm..n da whole dae,he accompani mie....

well....aim never fails 2 make smile....

ader jek......wateva isit....aim is wae more better than eiin...

kalo looks....aim kalah kn eiin wae far....

kalo baek....aim kalah kn eiin wae more far....

i dont go for looks lah....but da dier baek.....n from da wae told all his stories

i can tell wat type of person he is....

asl lah dari dulu aku tk lepak pt bawah....

ouh good ting i never listen 2 eiin...

kn dulu eiin dont let mie hang out wif them...

hahax..aper aku kisah..nk 2ron,2ron jek...

but still,its 2 late for mie...

kalo tk siang2 aku dapat umpe aim..

juz like wat aim said....

"syg aim tk kenal nana siang2...kalo tk kite da 3 tahun lebih...

n kalo tk nana da hapie da skrg...tk akan heartbroken nie seme"

aww...swit kan aim nie....

how i wish i could get him....

we'll see about dat aite...

ouhk lah....dats all 2 share....

chiows!

yesterdae

2009-11-12T20:32:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

2dae....i never went 2 sch....

smlm aleq kol 1 pagy ouhk....

lepak wif AIM,adek,hasif,n kaknad.....

fun lah ngan dorang....

terhibur hati ouhk.....

but before dat....

i sat wif aim jek....

we talk abt our life.....

n he said,"lambat lah mit nana,kalo nana da hapie da skrg"

n i said..wat 2 do....

*gedebakgedebok*

bbl seme,,ketawe mcm nk rak...

then kol 1 kite aleq....

da aleq....

we continue msging each other....

he told mie kalo dier tk jadie patch ngan x dier,,

dier nk carik mie....

coz he been finding a gal like mie...

understanding n easy going....

after dat....he sae he wanna buy mie a barney.....

swit kan dier....

haix.....untuk ouhk saper dpt dier....

handsome,cute...n most important is...

hati dier pon baek....

klah.....

am going down nie,,,nk mit dier....

dier da txt uro 2ron.....

kk.....

chiows!

2dae...

2009-11-12T05:03:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

erm....

2dae....

1st tyme,am not late for sch!!!!!!

rite on tyme bebeh!!!!

i went for boring lectures,practicals n tutorials.....

da whole dae,i was txting AIM....

he asked mie,,*nana nk aim amek nana at sch tk?*

i repli..*tkpela...nnt aim rushing seh nk go werk*

hahax..swit seh dier.....

he told mie*asl lah kite tk noe each other siang2?*

i said,how am i suppose 2 noe....

sayang seh,,he gonna patah aleq wif his ex soon....

n i told him...

theres goes my chance....

haix....wat 2 do....he alreadi wif his ex for 2years n 8 months...

n am shure they been thru alot of tings 2gether.......

so its not da wrong tink for him 2 patch back wif his ex.....

saper seh tk nk dier....he is so handsome,baek......

alah nk dier kate kan,he got da package lah.....

haix.....y lah lambat 2 meet all diz kinda off ppl.....

all yg i wan seme da tk available....

wat 2 do....lom ader jodoh ehk....

klah....dats all i haf 2 share 2dae.....

2009-11-11T05:37:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz....

tadie since i never go 2 sch...

i go gombak..

n met,joe,yat,shuraa n aidil!!!!

miz them so much lah....

da ilang rindu pon....

seems,like theres new person in our clan....

shuraa!!now she is 2gether wif yat....

selalu nyer....

yat n joe....mie n eiin n abg sentiase alone....

but now its diff...

yat n her...

mie alone....

left abg n joe jek....

i misses those tyme....

where he will alwaes sit beside mie.....

singing n strummin da guitars....

looking at my straight in da eyes....

holding mie in his arm.....

kiss mie in da cheek,forehead n lips before goes our separate waes....

holding his hand while walking n sitting 2gether....

i jus cant denied dat!!!!

but then.....like i said,,

i haf 2 be strong......ill tink about wat haf he done wrong...

n i learn how 2 move along....

n walah!!!

am strong now....am readi 2 move on....

it jus dat,,

we haf alot of memories at GOMBAK!!

so kinda off teringat aleq....

dats all....

2 yat n shuraa.....

last long ouhk,,,

yat,,,never ever follow EIIN footstep....

learn from his mistakes.....

n shuraa,,take good care of yat.....

klah....chiows!!!

2009-11-10T19:20:00.000-08:00

goodmurnin peepz...

am not scholling 2dae...

as i felt so berat 2 bangon...

i dont noe y....

alamak....

boring pulak at home...*riching out 2 my handphone..txting joe*

yessa!!!!jp lagi kuar...

go gombak....

mitting joe n yat....

mis dorang lah kan.....

but not dat *$@@@%^&

klah..

nk kemas n siap2 go out!

best solution

2009-11-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz.

saw da above pic??

dats mie,n am shlipping during my labmaths lecture ouhk...

damn bored!!!cikgu nyer suare lagy melayukan mate...

so da tahan,aper lagy!!!tdo uh!!!*zzZz*

here i am updating my boring blog..

well....

2dae,is so bored n shlippy....

i dont noe y....

but,dats da fact...

woke up in da murnin..

went for all lectures n n practicals.

but never turn up for da last lesson which is labmaths tutorial....

da penat giler n boring..

so mie n BABYG..went home..

then,i go down,hanging out wif my neighbor,,under da void deck...

after which...

went home...shlip,watch tb,play lappy....

then kan....

while i was smoking in da kitchen...

i remeber some of our memories while mie n him at my home...

tink n tink n tink...

my mind suddenli said dis..

*"ehk,good oso wat he changed his no, without telling mie...*smiling ard*

so theres no wae,i can contact him....

n thank you 2,for doing dis....

so we wouldnt kip on contacting each other animore....nt

isn't good peepz??

but,i cant carry out my plan.....*sad

but alah...good jugak lah kan.....

no more HIM,equals 2 no more BURDEN..

how swit!!!!!

he jus left mie with those memories 2gether,which is alwaes in my mind....

but wait!!!those memories,,

while be cleared awae 2 da trash box,soon!!!!*smiling 2 da ears"

after i went back 2 da living room,,,

i heard a song...

which reminds mie of him...

its KELLY CLARKSON,BEHIND DIS HAZELS EYES...

"HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN,AM TORN INTO PIECES,"*part of da chorus

mcm sad pulak,when i heard it....it true..

am torn 2 pieces once again.....

but ill bring myself back soon...

now am not dat missing u....

not like last time....

i dont feel da distance.....

am not missing you....=D

klah.....dats all for 2dae...

chiows!

y tings haf turn diz wae?

2009-11-09T07:45:00.000-08:00

if u hate mie,juz sae it..

if u wan 2 forget abt mie.tell mie...

if u wanna stop contact wif mie,,tell mie...

u dont haf 2 do diz 2 mie...

i noe lah who am i 2 u...

but at least remember lah wat haf we been thru 2gether...

dont u actuali tink back all those tymes????

agy we in da same kumpulan...

there's nowae we can avoid each other...

but if dat wat u wan,then ouhk...

i dont mind...

but at least confess it 2 mie...

so i wont b,searching or waiting for u...

alah,i dont mind actuali,,,hahax...

but i haf my plan...

but,then wif u like dis,,

mcm maner lah my plan nk werks....

am gonna do,da same ting,

daat u haf done 2 mie...

so,no matter wat..

am gonna work out my plan...

u get mie...

once am done wif my plan...

cukup tyme...

kau leh GY MAMPOZ!!!!

kau step aku nk py terhegi-hegi jek ngan kau...

GY MATI..

hahax....i noe wat am duin bebeh...

so ,now,am gonna work out my strategies...

n am gonna work out insequences...

once ur down....

its my tyme 2 tackle,,,

hahahax....

sat n sun training...fun bebeh!

2009-11-09T04:18:00.000-08:00

heylow peepz...

sowie for da late updates...

bz lah...

sat n sun am hafing my training...

yesterdae,which is on sundae..

wow!!fun..

1st,we went 2 west coast park...

sekali raining lah kan...

so we proceed 2 labador park...

best seh...

happening...

da guys training so hard...

kecian dorang,saper bepeluh2...

hahax...

we gals,

practice jugak k..

dont tink we sit there watch da guys trained ouhk....

issh....i cant wait for dis cumin sat...training again at da

same venue...

n sundae irringan

n kuaran....

everitink is gonna b all new...

issh....

tk sabar lah...

ouhk lah..

dats all i haf 2 share...

chiows